What I'm Loving Wednesday

Hey all.....so, those of you who read my post yesterday know that this week is not my best of weeks. In fact, it has downright sucked @ss! But, two days out, I am surviving.

So, today I am participating in What I'm Loving Wednesday because I refuse to NOT look at the positives going on in my life right now.

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1) I'm loving all of my friends, both in the real world, and in the blog world, who have reached out to give me some comforting words and love during this time. I have experienced pain before in terms of relationships, and this one is probably one of the hardest, but seeing this outpouring of love from so many people humbles me. It puts life into perspective and makes me truly appreciate each and every soul who wrote me, or called me, texted me to make sure I was ok. I really sincerely appreciate it beyond what words can say. *virtual hugs back to everyone who sent them out to me!!!*

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2) I'm loving that I made it through 4 hours of work today without a tear shed (PROGRESS!) haha. And I owe a ton of that to my friend at work, Emily, who let me hang out in her classroom all day (while I avoided sitting in my office alone), and talk, and vent and cry when I needed to. The kids in her classroom, even though they didn't know anything was wrong, gave me hugs and love and that was enough to fill in some of the cracks in my heart.

3) I'm loving that I got out into the sunshine today (thanks again to Emily). Fresh air, nice weather and sunshine does a broken spirit good in the healing process.

4) I'm loving that I don't feel as broken today as I did yesterday. A good sign that time does heal all wounds, and it will.

5) I'm loving that my parents are amazing. I'm super lucky that they live close enough by that my mom was able to drop everything and come over on Monday night to comfort me and give me hugs that only moms can give. I love them so much and I'm glad that I didn't leave here for some guy who didn't truly appreciate me in the end. My parents are amazing.

6) I'm loving that I can say, with confidence, that I know that I am a good person, and that I deserve good things, and wonderful people to love me. I know it will happen (I'm just hoping Mr Wonderful decides to enter sometime in the near future haha).

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Ok, I'll leave the list at that. This has helped me keep the positive in perspective and to keep looking forward rather than dwelling on the past.

You guys are all amazing. Thank you again for all of the kind words and time you took out of your days to check in on me. (Oh god, here I go tearing up again haha). Til tomorrow....