{WHW}: Making a Baby Update

It's been a while since I shared on here what's been going on with us and baby #2, and that's really because not much has been going on.
I had to go to a hematologist back in March because of some stuff that came back on my bloodwork that indicated I may have a clotting disorder which would have explained my miscarriage. He wanted me to repeat the bloodwork in a few weeks because he thought that it was likely a false positive. I was really hoping for this as it changed the course of my treatment drastically if I had it versus if I didn't.

Well, it looks like I do have this clotting disorder. I haven't gotten information about why all of a sudden I have it, or if I had it this whole time and it just didn't affect me when I had Ella or what. But now I face taking blood thinner shots, daily, throughout my pregnancy and 6 weeks post partum. Not exactly the news I wanted, and I'm definitely not looking forward to shots for basically a year (in addition to the ones I have to do with my Frozen Embryo Transfer). I won't lie, I cried about it, and had some "this is so unfair" thoughts, because you know what? It is! It sucks. It sucks that I can't say "hey I want to get pregnant", try, and just have it happen naturally. It sucks that not only do I need the fertility intervention, I now have to have addition shots to ensure my baby gets what it needs. But, in the end, 

On to our plan: I have one embryo left, and we are going to move forward with the next FET. If it works and I get pregnant, I'll suck it up and do the shots for however long. And if it doesn't, then we may have to re-evaluate whether we are meant to have another baby.  My hope is that this one works out for us. My transfer date is tentatively set for Ella's due date which I felt was kind of good ju-ju.

Just wanted to update you all, and ask for prayers that this works out for us. We'll take any and every one we can get.



16 comments:

  1. Love you friend. THis season is so hard, but know that I am here loving you and praying for you and your family and what the future holds for you.

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  2. I will pray with all my heart you gorgeous girl!

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  3. Thank you for the update, friend. Love you guys. Praying for you.

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  4. Oh Jenn! Sending prayers and keeping you in my thoughts with this embryo!!
    xo
    Amanda @ Cupcake N Dreams 

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  5. Wow that's weird that there was no issue when you were pregnant with Ella but now have this issue. On the flip side at least you know now and can do everything possible to make sure this pregnancy sticks. Prayers for you and your family and that it grows by one :)

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  6. I can't even imagine how difficult this must be but you are stronger than you realize. Sending my thoughts and prayers your way.

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  7. Thinking of you and praying for your plans to grow your family. It really is such a challenge and hard thing knowing that so much of having another baby is out of your control. I get it. Glad your clotting disorder was discovered and that there is a treatment plan for you. Although I'm sure the prospect of more shots, more appointments and more monitoring is daunting. Praying for you and your transfer!!

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  8. Jenn thanks for sharing your journey. Sending you lots of positive thoughts and love!

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  9. You are in my constant prayers, but you already know that. <3

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  10. I'm saying so many prayers for you, and I'm hoping for the possibility of Ella having a little brother or sister!

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  11. Praying this works out for your family. It's such a hard position to be in.

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  12. i'm so sorry girl. we aren't in the same situation but i have definitely had the it's so unfair thoughts. i am not jealous of other people having kids or mad about it, but i am jealous of their ability to want to get pregnant, get pregnant and then not worry like someone with issues might. not that they don't worry, but you know. hoping the best for your next transfer xx

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  13. I hope it works! Thank you for sharing. Infertility or just not being able to have kids for any reason is so hard. Whatever the outcome, I wish you happiness and health.

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  14. I'm so sorry about your miscarriage. This is the first I'm reading about it. Lots of positive thought and prayers for you on this journey. Thank you so b much for sharing!

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  15. You can do it! You are so strong and have done so much already, that I know you can do this too!! Love you, friend!
    Sarah at MeetTheShaneyfelts

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  16. Nothing but positive vibes headed your way. If you need an ear, you know I'm here for you. It does suck. And this is definitely SO unfair. You have every right to think those thoughts. XOXO, R

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